Diana & Damien — the timeline
Diana & Damien — a real married couple sharing the most loving hardcore porn on the internet. Eight years of sex tapes, photo sets, travel vlogs and our love story, in one timeline.
Sex With Vaginismus
A condition that can make penetrative sex painful. Diana has it, but is always working through it 💛
Sex tapes by keyword: Thigh Sex (7) · Pussyjob (9) · Lotus Position (20) · Cuddle Sex (26) · Quiet Sex (Hold the Moan) (20) · Free Use (26) · Counter and Table Sex (22) · Sex Against a Window (15) · Car Sex (14) · Changing Room Sex (5) · Sex Swing (6) · Hot Tub Sex (8) · Hotel Sex (66) · Mirror Sex (31) · Shower Sex (31) · Sex With Socks On (30) · Holiday Sex (29) · Female POV (82) · Split-Screen (80) · Full Body Orgasms (16) · Pillow Talk (147) · Dirty Talk (51) · High Sex (24) · Standing Sex (21) · Reverse Cowgirl (43) · Stockings, Tights and Fishnets (10) · Boots (12) · Cosplay (12) · Outdoor Sex (13) · Massage (6) · Watching Porn Together (6) · Queefs (9) · Reach Around (6)
2 The Night I Lost My Virginity
This is quite literally the most beautiful video we've ever taken.
4 My First Doggy Style
After finally having sex, I suddenly needed to try it all the ways 😂 Doggy style was the natural next position!
5 My First Time On Top
The first time was missionary, the second time was doggy... the third time, I got to be in charge 😈
6 The Closest I Had Ever Come to an Orgasm
We started with some kissing, some cowgirl, some missionary, some doggy style... and eventually moved to cuddle-fuck. I remember how good it felt... how close I came... but didn't quite reach my first orgasm. Yet.
7 Our Last Night Together
Damien was leaving the next morning... we wouldn't see each other for months... so we had to make every moment count 💛
8 Reunited
We made this video after three months on opposite sides of the country. I was home for my birthday and Damien and I wasted no time making love. Chronologically, it comes immediately after the seven videos our [First Time](/ppv/first-time/) collection! This is also the only video that shows us using the lidocaine gel to numb the pain. I considered cutting it as it's not very sexy, but I decided to leave it, just in case there are people out there dealing with the same issue! Don't worry, you can always skip it... and the second half is pretty damn hot! 🔥
18 One-Year Dating Anniversary
I've been pretty excited to post this video! It's not as hardcore as some of the others, but DAMN, don't we look cute? It was one-year anniversary of meeting on Tinder. We had finally figured out a few tricks to avoid the pain, so we were starting to branch out sexually. We found a hotel, went up to the top floor stairwell, and watched the city below while he penetrated me from behind.
23 Casino Hotel, Night 1
We took a mini vacation to a casino about a year and a half into dating. Sex was getting much less painful for me at this point, but we still had to kiss for a long time to build up to it. I think what follows is worth the wait 😉
96 Pink
If you haven't already noticed, our videos have taken on an accidental pink theme, and it all started with my wig! 🌸 That was a fun photoshoot... I put on the new hair and matching lingerie, then took some insanely sexy pics (link below). As always, we were pretty turned on by the end of the shoot, so we turned the cameras to the couch and had a good time! About halfway through, you'll see a rare fingering attempt. Buuuut the discomfort cuts it short! It was a good bit of exploration anyway. Enjoy! 💫 [Photoshoot](/?open=all-pink)
99 Damien's Birthday Sex
WOW. We made this video over *two years ago.* As you may know, we've been saving our "special occasion" sex tapes to post a year after we make them... just to mix things up a bit... and Damien completely forgot about this video on last year's birthday 😂 (That means you'll have to wait until *2024* to see the changing-room blowjob I gave him in *2022*!) A little context: I like to dress up super cute for Damien's birthday... and that year it meant my little pink lingerie set and the dark eye shadow he likes 😈 You'll see him ask if I'm okay... this was back when the vaginismus was much worse and we had to take things slow. You can also see our genuine surprise when he slides into me so much easier than either of us expected! Overall, this may be one of the most intimate videos we've ever posted, and I'm kinda glad we waited until now to share it with you 💛 (We'll return to posting our last two Costa Rica videos right after Christmas!)
114 Valentine's Photoshoot
WHEW, finished editing just in times for Valentine's Day 🥰 This video is actually from last year... ever since we realized we'd be sharing our sex tapes long-term, we decided to save our holiday videos to post a year later. I think it's a fun way to look back in time! ✨ I was a little nervous about this video because the vaginismus was acting up pretty hard... but then I rewatched it, and *holy shit* we still had a great time! Once I open up, *I beg him to go hard from behind*... and he does 😈 We had TWO photoshoots that day. Damien even snuck in a quick Polaroid pic while we were having sex too! [Pink Lingerie Photoshoot](/?open=valentine-s-day-2022) [Paper Hearts](/?open=paper-hearts) [Polaroids](/?open=poloroids-part-ii) I really hope you like this one! And HAPPY VALENTINE'S DAY! ❤️ ❤️ ❤️ (As I'm uploading this, we're getting ready to have fondue, champagne, and a whooooole lotta sex... so stay tuned until next V-Day to see 😉)
124 Easter Morning Lovemaking
This video is another installment of my road to recovery, and even though the health issues are obvious, I'm going to label it as one of my favorites. Other than the few times we played with a girlfriend, this is only the second time Damien and I have had sex in the last THREE weeks (I'll post the first time soon). I think my health problems and the lack of regular sex have reignited the vaginismus. Damien took things very slowly, but we still had to stop and start a few times before things really got cookin'. Luckily, giving head doesn't hurt! So we found a comfortable position on the bed and I got to go down on him for a while, which turns me on more than anything else 🍆💛 Then we tried a few different sex positions, added some Lidocaine gel (a lifesaver for anyone with vaginismus!), and FINALLY got into a comfortable rhythm. And when we did......... let's just say missionary lovers won't be disappointed 😉 @damiensoft has already cut the JO Edition which I'm told is 1/3rd the length... so if this version is a bit slow for you, I'll post the shorter version in a few weeks! 🥰
160 Daphne
We totally forgot about this sex tape! We made it last Halloween, at the same time the lovely @toyst suggested we do a virtual collaboration along with @tillyandjamie. We used our foreplay session from this video as part of the collab... then totally forgot we planned to post the rest of the video *this* Halloween 😂 But here it is... just a teensy bit late! The first few minutes are from earlier in the day when we did the Daphne photoshoot (link below). Unfortunately I was out of costume when we had sex that night... but it's still a pretty romantic video! A few funny notes... 1. I am soooo enamored with my new red hair 😂 I've had my hair dyed several times before and was always disappointed with the results... so when the red looked good, I was elated! 2. I keep assuming we're all done posting videos with vaginismus pain... then another one pops up. It's hard to believe it was only a year ago we were still taking things slow so it didn't hurt. Rewatching this, I am SO thankful things have gotten better ✨ 3. I don't know where the hell the noises I'm making are coming from near the end 😂 Damien was so close to coming and had to stop and start so many times... I think he was accidentally edging me to tears! I promise, no matter what it sounds like, I was feeling VERY good! Stay tuned for some super-spicy car sex in my witch costume, premiering next Halloween! (Orrrrr a week or two after 😂) Enjoy! [Photoshoot](/?open=daphne)
174 Valentine's Day, 2023
This was a BIG one. Damien was supposed to edit it last Valentine's Day, but it was way too much work and he started too late! But that just means we get to post it this year 🥰 And I really think you're going to like it 😈 One of my most common warnings: We talk. A lot. And laugh and whine and there might be a little crying... all proof that we have very little shame and will share just about anything with the world 😂 But in between all that is a lot of really fun sex! There's kissing, cunnilingus, 69, missionary, cowgirl, doggystyle, and a long, weird blowjob right in the middle. And with three cameras going, you get to see it all from every angle! A quick note about that: We left in a lot of stuff we usually try to cut... visible cameras, a visible ring light, repositioning cameras, clearing up storage on our phones so we could record more... but in the end, it was just too prevalent, so we decided to keep it all in, even if it might be a little distracting. I think you'll enjoy it anyway! Also, this may have been the most exhausting sex we've ever had. Damien cut out about 15 minutes of us sprawled out on the bed at the end... I don't know how many orgasms I had, but it was A TON. Anywayyyyy HAPPY VALENTINE'S DAY EVERYBODY! Don't forget to show your favorite people some extra love this week ❤️❤️❤️
313 Toys for Damien
You can tell from the way we're talking in this video that it had been a couple weeks since the last time we had sex. In order to keep from coming too soon, Damien starts and stops a few times, which meant he was able to go for a looooong time 😂 The first half amazing... I got to use two toys from both ends to drive him crazy... then we fuck like bunnies on the kitchen table 😈 The second half might be a little slow, as I try desperately to make him come after so many times of starting and stopping 😂 But finally... it happens! I hope y'all like this one 💛 Read more
332 Fairy Cosplay
There's a lot to say about this one! Most importantly: I've always wanted to be a fairy, and now I finally got to do it 🥰 The first 20 minutes gives context to the pictures I've been posting over the last couple weeks. We went exploring on a friend's private property, looking for some fun places to take some sexy cosplay pics. It's mostly us being silly, but it does end with a quick half-blowjob! (*Half* because Damien got too nervous 😂) The next ten minutes was a bit of sensual touching in the car on the way home. I couldn't keep my hands off him 💛 And the last half hour is the sexy stuff; playing with a new vibrator, cuddle sex, a handful of orgasms, and a handjob! Sadly, the ending is a bit anticlimactic. If you've been following us, you know I have a history of vaginismus, and very possibly a semen allergy (yeah, I know). I think it would have still been a good ending IF two of our three cameras didn't die partway through 😫 Damien did the best he could with the footage we had, but I think it's safe to say the first 4/5ths of this sex tape are better than the end. Hopefully you still all find something to enjoy 🥰 [Photoshoot (Part I)](/?open=fairy-cosplay)
9 Loving Cowgirl
This is one of our earliest videos. I had just gotten back from college, we were slowly learning to deal with the vaginismus, and we were VERY much in love ❤️ If you're into the female POV, definitely stay until the last few minutes for Damien's orgasm face that looks something like this: 😀🥺🤤🥴🥳
15 Panties in the Truck
How do you make car sex not AWFUL? Make it so good you don't realize how uncomfortable you are! Panties to the side, legs spread wide... we made it work 😉
34 Vaginismus Fail
There have been a few videos I put off posting because the content isn't as spicy as I know people are hoping to see on OF. Fair warning... this is one of those videos! In it, we try two different positions... but both end up hurting. The video ends as we're about to try a third, but—if I remember correctly—that one didn't work either. I feel obligated to post some of these less-sexy moments... not only because I promised everyone 59 videos without actually re-watching them to make sure they were worth sharing... but because I have a growing number of followers dealing with the issues most OF couples would cut. I think it's important to share because THIS VIDEO IS STILL HOT AS HELL. Even though the vaginismus ruined penetrative sex, you can tell we still had a great time! We enjoyed each other's bodies. We got to work on communication. And (boys take note) Damien showed me again how encouraging he is through every second of the pain, and he never showed disappointment when it didn't work out (only that something broke on the camera stand 😂). If you watch our videos in chronological order, you'll see that the pain didn't stop us for long! Video #35 is insanely hot and we go at it HARD 💦 I'll make up for this video on Monday by posting a more exciting 42-minute sex romp where I stop in the middle to explain an idea I have for a time travel story.
36 Tipsy Doggy
Here's some hardcore doggy style for you! Damien's roommate was home, but we were too tipsy to care 🤷
38 A Bit of Everything
If you found me on reddit last week, it's probably because you saw the preview for this video. Well... here's the whole thing 🥰 It's an epic 1-hour long smorgasbord of sexuality and probably contains the most keywords out of any of our videos posted so far! Enjoy 🌺💦
49 Pain on the Sex Swing
OnlyFans is an interesting place! I can either play pretend by posting highly-polished pictures and videos of sex acts I know people want… or I can be as authentic as possible and hope my followers join me for the ride. Early on, I made the decision to be authentic instead of flashy, and so far, I've been having a good time! But this video is the first I'm posting that makes me feel truly vulnerable. If you've read my bio, you know I've struggled with vaginismus for as long as I've been a sexual being. To put it simply, my vagina is very tight, and if I don't take the right precautions, sex can be painful. A few of my previous videos have given quick glimpses into this problem—most notably in the million times Damien asks if I'm okay—but this is the first video I've posted that was actually ruined because of the pain. I know it's absurd to think my silly sex tapes could have a positive impact on the world, but I've gotta give it a shot, right? I want women to know that it IS possible to move past sexual roadblocks like vaginismus. And I want men to see Damien's patience, communication, and unconditional love as stellar examples of how to treat someone with this kind of pain. If changing the world is too much to ask, at least this video should prove that the "tight-vagina" thing is real and not just a ploy to get subscribers 😂 And since this video isn't very sexy and a lot of you will probably skip it, I'm going to post a SECOND sex-swing video to make up for this one! And whether or not anyone watches it, I'll keep it posted as a reminder of what I want my OnlyFans to be: 100% me.
53 Pussy Lover
Although the pleasure goes both ways, Damien seems particularly preoccupied with my 😽 in this video. I feel it's also important to point out that we actually don't drink or smoke very often, and almost never at the same time... buuuut our videos are usually so much crazier when we do 😂 So enjoy this rare glimpse into both of us cross-fading! (I apologize in advance for the burp.)
64 Vegas Hotel, Night 1
After our week in Hawaii, we still had time off work, but very little money. So instead of sticking around where it's so expensive, we flew to Vegas and stayed at the Rio for $60/night! Needless to say we were tipsy and horny for a good portion of our time there... and we made THREE spicy videos! The first video is pretty damn hot, but fair warning, the vaginismus cut things short. You'll see us switch from bare.back to condoms about a third of the way through. But it still turned out to be some sexy-hot lovemaking in front of the giant windows! Annnnd I'm pretty sure you'll all still enjoy it 😉
73 Lush
After our summer vacation, my OF page started to become a significant source of income for us. Not enough to quit our jobs, but enough to get us excited about the potential! It was a time of exploration... trying to figure out what this meant for us, and how we wanted to handle our content moving forward. Right in the middle of this transition, a super sweet guy messaged us about doing a live-stream chat. We hadn't done a live show before, and we were prepared to turn him down like all the others. But he had an idea that was intriguing to us... he wanted to buy a toy that can be controlled by anyone through a special app. Since I'm VERY bad at getting toys inside my pussy, I was definitely hesitant... but it was money, a new toy, and a really kind person, so I told Damien we should go for it! Luckily, it was a fun experience! Damien held me and touched me while this kind stranger controlled the toy's vibrations. It's not something we'll do often, but it was still exciting none-the-less 🥰 This video has two parts. The first is the moments before the live stream and the amazing sex we had afterward. But we also screen-recorded the live show too! The only problem is that the quality is subpar and it doesn't have any sound... sooooo we decided to include it as a bonus video ✨ One last note: those who aren't interested in seeing the effects of vaginismus may want to skip ahead. Removing the Lush toy was a real struggle, and probably not very sexy 😂 But don't worry, the ending is pretty damn hot 😉
74 Slowly, Madly, Deeply
WOW this video is old! If the file info is right, we filmed this in August of last year 🤯 There's no reason we waited to post it other than we thought it might be fun to revisit an older video down the road... you know... in case our future content sucked 😂 I am very clearly dealing with vaginismus for the first few minutes of penetration, but once we get going... we REALLY get going! I think it's particularly sexy watching us slowly build momentum until we're going HARD 💫
88 Oil
A few months ago, a subscriber asked if we would make a video using body oil. It was a bit more intriguing of a suggestion than the anal and facial requests I usually receive, so we went out and bought some oil the next day! We've had a dozen requests since then, so we're hoping this video is what you all are hoping for! There are a few times when the vaginismus acts up and I have to ask Damien to slow down. This might be the first time I have a video of the massage I like that helps ease the pain around my vulva. It wasn't very bad pain, and it only happened a few times, but it was enough to make Damien worried. This leads to possibly the most embarrassing orgasm I've posted so far, where I yell out in pleasure, but Damien reads it as pain (and it's clear why) 😂 Then, among our laughter, tears, and confusion, I have to explain to him that it was just a really good orgasm 😂 Also, this video is from before I got the IUD removed, so this doesn't happen nearly as often anymore! Okay, that's enough rambling. I hope you enjoy it! And if it's too slow for your taste, don't worry, we're DEFINITELY making a JO Edition of this one 😉
92 New Boots Against the Window
This video is Pretty. Damn. Hot🔥 But it's not without our signature silly moments... like when the neighbors come home and we hide behind the curtain... or when you can hear me screaming from outside... or when—for no reason I can recall other than *slight* inebriation—I film myself walking with just one boot 🤷
93 Watching Ourselves
This week's sex tape is special for several reasons: 1. It's from more than a year ago! Somehow we just sorta forgot about it 😂 2. While we're having sex, we watch two of our videos from when we were in Vegas a few months earlier (links to both videos below). went the extra mile and edited in the *actual* clips so they look and sound much better! It's kinda sexy hearing our moans doubled up 😈 3. This may be the last video we post where the vaginismus pain is a noticeable factor. I certainly hope so, anyway! If you like this one, maybe we'll have to film ourselves watching *this* video for a little sex tape Inception 🤯 😂 Enjoy! [Sex Tape #65](/?i=65) [Sex Tape #66](/?i=66)
95 Pure, Pain-Free Joy
Hey everybody! This is a surprise, 50-minute-long bonus video! We actually filmed it last night... which makes it the soonest we've ever posted content after filming! We're doing this because we need to celebrate ✨✨✨ If you're just here for the INCREDIBLY hot sex, click the video and enjoy! If you've been following my vaginismus journey, read on 🥰 To make a long story short, my vagina was too tight even for one of Damien's fingers when we first met. It took a long time for me to open up, but after I did, sex became MUCH easier. There was still a little pain now and then, but it was very manageable. You can see this transformation when we start having sex in changing rooms... it became so easy that we didn't even need lube! But then something changed. We weren't entirely sure what it was... but things started to get worse. Part of the problem was a semen allergy (I know, I know...) but that didn't seem to account for all of it. You can see this happening in our more recent videos... a few times we even have to stop having sex completely (as recently as our first night in Vegas!) The whole time we wondered if my IUD may have been making things worse, but the timeline wasn't exact, so we never seriously considered it. Until last week. We had another night of painful sex and said, "Fuck it," then I called the gyno the next day and made an appointment. On Monday, they removed the IUD... and on Tuesday (yesterday), we had the first completely pain-free sex romp in over a year. This has a lot of implications and I will definitely be mentioning this when women ask for advice! This is already one of my favorite videos. We kiss A LOT, then 69 for about two-million years... but then we have the happiest sex you'll ever see on the whole entire internet. What does this mean for our content? It means MORE SPONTANEOUS SEX. We've been having slightly-painful car sex, but now we can go back to changing rooms! And we can do things faster and in more fun positions! For now, this also means more condoms... which I know is a deal-breaker for many of you. BUT we still have lots of b*reback videos left to post... annnnnnd we may have a more permanent solution in the next month or two... so don't give up on us yet 😉 Thank you all for listening to me ramble about this problem... I don't think I'll be totally pain free forever, but this is a BIG step in the right direction 💛 I love you all, Diana ✨
107 Absinthe and Animal Crossing
We made this sex tape just a week or so after our trip to Ecuador, which means still had the absinthe we bought there 😂 We get a lot of requests for videos where one of us is distracted watching TV or playing video games. Since this is a dynamic we actually enjoy, it didn't take much convincing to make us try it! I love Animal Crossing, so I got to sit back and enjoy both the game and 's tongue 😈 There's something about the casual nature of this kind of video that we both find insanely sexy. Like a lot of our videos from this time, we had to take things slow because of the vaginismus... so Damien spends A LOT of time getting me wet before he takes me gently from behind. Once he's in though... the pain goes away and it's pure pleasure ✨ I'm labeling this one as one of my personal favorites 🥰 I hope you like it just as much as I do!
113 Dulce
The same lovely subscriber who bought us the Ambi also bought us the Dulce! I warned him at the time that it might be too big for my painfully-tight pussy, but that I would give it a shot. You can be the judge if it worked or not 😂 There is some clear vaginismus pain when trying to get the toy inside me, but's patience and sense of humor helped make it enjoyable none-the-less! And the result was a continuous string of vocal and silent orgasms... so many I almost faint! Ultimately it was a VERY good time with a VERY kind man. And like Damien points out later in the video, it might be telling that both times we did this with him, we had sex a *second* time immediately after 😂
116 Dark Knight "Maturbator"
In honor of *The Batman* coming out tomorrow, we thought we'd post our recent adventure with a couple toys we got for free, one of which is called "The Dark Knight." This is my first time using a toy on Damien! This whole sex worker thing is totally new to us, and we never expected the amount of companies who would want to send us free swag. We've been ignoring their inquiries for months, but finally caved and accepted two toys—one for each of us—for the comedy value alone 😂 You can probably guess how my hyper-sensitive vajayjay handled the massive clit-flicker (as we now call it)... but Damien's toy was a little more fun! It's called the "Dark Knight Maturbater," and—looking back at the misspelling right on the manual's front cover—I can't believe he actually put his dick in it 😂 I hope you enjoy our little misadventure!
119 Fishnet Bodysuit from Above
A couple months ago, velcro-d the camera and ring light to the ceiling above our bed. The result is pretty sexy! We had some family friends over a few days later. They noticed the squares of velcro and asked what they were for... we totally panicked and sat in silence for at least a thousand years before Damien stammered something about a photography project 😳 Needless to say the velcro is no longer on the ceiling!
122 3D POV
This was certainly an interesting experiment! This was our second attempt with the 3D camera. This time, instead of setting it up at the base of the bed, attached it to the headboard for some hot POV action! Since we filmed this at the end of a pretty crappy month, health got in the way. After some amazing oral in every configuration, we tried to have sex but just couldn't make it happen. We turned off the iPhone camera (you'll see it fade to black here), but then things got spicy again and I finished Damien off with a handjob for the 3D camera 😈 This still turned out to be a pretty spicy video, even if we missed the orgasm at the end. For those of you who have a VR headset, stay tuned... Damien says he'll have it edited by this weekend ✨
123 Trying to Feel Better
This video is going to serve as a way-too-late vaginismus update 💫 Many of you subscribed because you’re either women who have experienced vaginismus, or men with partners who have vaginismus… and I want to do my best to keep you all updated 💛 If you’ve been here more than a few months, you’ve probably noticed that our content has gotten MUCH more exciting than the videos we were posting in our first year on OnlyFans… and I haven’t explained why! Like it says on my little bio, I’ve been dealing with pain during intercourse for my entire adult life. Our “First Time” videos (#1-7) show us using a numbing gel called Lidocaine to help me finally achieve penetration for the first time, and most of the videos afterward show us starting slow, Damien asking, “Are you okay?” several times during our sessions, and—on rare occasions—stopping sex completely because of the pain. We had a few “turning points” along the way, the most notable being #95 from December of last year called “Pure, Pain-free Joy.” I had just gotten my IUD out, and it seemed to make the vaginismus almost disappear 💛 (It’s still one of our most popular videos!) While I do think the IUD side effects were making things worse, it definitely wasn’t the only culprit, and the pain returned a few days later. Strangely, I did quite a bit better when we went to Ecuador in January (sex tapes #101-105). But then around March and April, things got worse… If you were subscribed to us way back then, you’ll remember we had to take quite a bit of time off for health reasons. I’ve had something called POTS since I was in high school and I’ve been on medication ever since… but the POTS symptoms seemed to be getting worse around this time 😫 I finally scheduled a barrage of doctor appointments. I changed prescriptions for the first time… and my health *still* went downhill. In videos #116, #120, and #122, we used toys on Damien because—even though I was totally turned on—sex was just too painful. That brings us to this video! It’s from the end of April. Damien felt so awful about the pain and did his best to make the night special for me. He was so gentle and caring... he went down on me for *much* longer than you see in the video! The pain was still there when we started to have sex… but we took it slow and ended up having a lovely time (as you'll see). What I *didn’t* know was this was one of the last times we’d have to take things slow 😃 Shortly after this video, Damien started to put the pieces together… the medication I had been taking for years, as well as the *new* meds the doctors prescribed, all lowered my heart rate and blo*d pressure. Since vaginas need blo*d to operate properly, he thought maybe there was a link. So I said “fuck it” and stopped taking pills for the first time in over five years. Annnnnnnd—somewhere between videos #124 and #129—the vaginismus pain started to disappear!! Before I continue, I want to make it 100% clear that I still ultimately trust doctors and I am certain I would have been in a *much worse* place if I hadn’t been medicated during my first few years of having POTS. Buuuuuut… it looks like I outgrew a lot of my symptoms… and the pills may have actually been holding me back! With my doctor's approval, I haven’t been taking any meds for the last few months and things have been SO MUCH BETTER, not just with the vaginismus, but with my health as a whole. It appears the vaginismus was/is a the combination of several factors: 1. The IUD and meds were a big one, but… 2. …there is also a dime-sized patch at the base of my vagina that still hurts when touched. This pain didn’t improve with the rest of my health problems, and doctors still don’t know what it is. Until we find a solution to this strange pain, Damien and I will still have to be mindful of things like speed and sex positions. 3. As if all these issues weren’t annoying enough, it looks like I also have a semen allergy 😫 I know, I know… wtf am I doing on OnlyFans 😂 Not only would I feel pain when Damien came inside me, I’m fairy certain his pre-cum also made things more irritable. It’s possible this pain was also related to the meds, but we can’t really test it out until I’m back on some form of birth control. Soooooooooo… condoms for the foreseeable future. Sorry guys! 4. It’s likely that fear of both the dime-sized patch of pain and the semen allergy were making it difficult for my brain to calm down before sex, which put my vagina in lock-down mode and made things even *more* painful! And if we’re right about the meds reducing the amount of blo*d flow to my vagina… I’ve had the vaginismus equivalent of a perfect storm 😂 5. Also, if blo*d flow WAS the problem, it would explain why we had good sex in Ecuador... I was super active all day, every day! Video #130 is the first time we realized the pain was probably gone for good… and it was just in time for our summer trip to Europe. Every video since then has been mostly pain-free sex… and I could not be more grateful. I have no idea if I’ll stay healthy or if the POTS and/or vaginismus are just waiting to make their comeback… but for the moment, I’m happy 🥰 And this video is a lovely reminder of how patient Damien has been through every step of this horrible journey. If anybody has been struggling with vaginismus, I hope there’s something in this post that can point you in the right direction. And if you have any questions, you can ask below in case it might help others, or shoot me a DM if you'd like to keep it private. I love you all, Diana ✨
181 Condom Problem
Sooooo... this was a fun one to rewatch 😂 We start by playing a GREAT game for couples called Battle Line. I kick Damien's ass twice, put on a pink thong, and seduce him with my weirdness and charm 🥰 If you're not here for the pre-sex shenanigans, you can jump to 7:10 for foreplay, 21:00 for 69, or 25:40 for the good stuff 😉 On a final note that's equal parts serious and hilarious... a big factor in my vaginismus pain was the horrible fact that I apparently had a semen allergy 😫 Even Damien's precum would burn a little, and it would be an all-out wildfire if he came inside... a big reason we usually wear condoms and why we have so few creampies! Luckily, this allergy has been slowly going away over the last several months, so you'll see more and more b*reback and pulling out in future videos! But the allergy was still very much there when we made this video... so I hope that helps explain my initial panic over the missing condom 😂 My reaction was WAY over-the-top, so I politely asked Damien to remove the sound when he's taking it out. If you knew what I sounded like, you'd thank me 😂 ANYWAY, please enjoy this absolutely silly video of us fucking like tipsy bunnies! And let's all thank the vagina gods that I am—for the moment—not experience allergic reactions to cum! 🥳
298 Heart Attacks
Nobody really had a heart attack... but the sex was so good we both collapse and say we feel like we're going to have one! It's not like we do anything too crazy... I guess we were both just feeling it at the end! We left in the part in the middle when doggy style just isn't working for me... My vaginismus has improved so much over the years that sometimes I forget it was such a problem! But every so often something feels a bit off, and—after several unnecessary apologies by both of us—we readjust until it feels better 🥰 Other than that clip in the middle, I think it's a pretty sexy video, and I reallyyyyyy hope you all like it 💛 💛 💛
328 Crazy Chair
I love how sometimes Damien uses temporary titles for our sex tapes, and then we can't think of a better one before posting so we just sorta go with it 😂 That's why this has the title it has! ANYWAY. This was a VERY fun night... our usual game on the deck, some music, some dancing... then Damien gets super excited and starts kissing me in ways he knows I can't resist (not that I've ever wanted to resist)! There is some vaginismus pain in this one, but only for a couple minutes... then we take things slow and I use a vibrator while he's inside me... then I'm finally able to get going 😈 And we do A LOT on that living room chair. I really love this one, and I hope you guys do too! 🥰 Read more
330 Watching Ourselves III
This was a tough one to edit. I watched Damien yell at the screen several times trying to get things right, and he apologizes for how long it took! But now that it's done and I've seen it... this is one of my new favorite sex tapes. I'm worried I'm bias though, so you guys'll have to tell me if it's a good video, or if I'm just being sentimental 🤷♀️ It's the third time we watched one of our old videos while having sex, but this one hits a little differently, and I'm trying to figure out why. I think it might be the juxtaposition of an incredibly easy time having sex on vacation, vs a more difficult time back at home. The vaginismus can strike at any time, and apparently it was pissed at me that night! Despite the difficulty getting started, it will be incredibly obvious that I had a very good time and a GREAT fucking orgasm at the end. I know enough about what people want to know this isn't going to be a super popular video, but on a personal level, it really got to me 💛 I hope you find something to like about it too! The videos we watched: [#244 PUERTO RICO - SUPER SEXY POV](/?i=244) [#246 PUERTO RICO - DIANA'S BIRTHDAY](/?i=246) Read more
333 Back-Roller Doggy
This is a short and sweet one... I'd been feeling a lot of pain for the few weeks prior to this, so we decided to take things slow. Damien was SO sweet, made sure I came, then checked in with me about the "allergy" (or whatever the hell is going on with my body) and the new lube and condoms we bought. Thankfully, no pain that night! Just a super sweet time with a cock and a back roller 💛
